I’m terrible at keeping secrets you know, well, my own anyway. Other people’s secrets I guard with my life ;) So settle in my darling, I’m going to tell you a story.
Once upon a time, there was a woman named Arkadia, she was very naive and trusted and believed in people without fear or regret. She was a hypnodomme, and gave her work away for free to many thousands of people, some of whom appreciated it, and most of whom enjoyed it. Then things started to get messy for her, her family situation went to pieces, and she found it difficult to cope at home, with the hundreds of people demanding her attention, and becoming increasingly pissy and childish when they didn’t get it.
Arkadia left the hypno-world in a flash of absolute frustration and loss, feeling disillusioned with the whole scene, and annoyed at herself for allowing things to get out of hand. A mere few weeks later, Arkadia found herself unexpectedly reprieved of the situation which had made her family life difficult. Something she hadn’t anticipated at all, and which made her life somewhat more peaceful again. Now, having cast aside her hypno-domination activities online, she began to come to a realization. She could not give up the love of hypnosis that simmered in her blood. She didn’t want to. She wouldn’t.
Instead of folding like a creaky house of cards, Arkadia devised a new plan. She would not allow herself to give in, she would not allow the strange world of hypno-domination to overwhelm her, she would take control. She would be the Domme that she IS, rather than the Domme people expected and demanded that she be. No pretty smiles, and happy hand-holding. No ‘anything you want sweetness, I’m here for YOUR pleasure.’ No. None of that. And even knowing that many people would not like this new version of her, she knew in her heart that what she was doing was more honest, more real and would be far better for her.
Arkadia tried to be herself, and found that she was not able to be, because of the way she entered the scene. Now she is gone, she won’t be back. Instead, I am here. Working on my own terms, doing things MY way, not for an audience, but for myself. If you were a fan of Arkadia, then you may find many things in my present incarnation to enjoy, but you may not. That’s your choice and your decision. As this is my choice, and my decision. Life is full of change, some that we are able to predict, and some that we aren’t. All we can do my darlings, is accept what we have to work with, and choose our own paths. Wherever they may lead us.